so, ive been thinking alot today about what happened wednesday. i showed a shred of self control. but it only lasted for two minutes. i felt relatively safe at the time and he is older and more experienced. i didnt even know that was possible. ok, i have to keep my since of humor... its the only thing that keeps, well, somewhat sane. if you can call it that. so im not entirely sure if i want to see him again. he did pressure me. i did say no at first. fine... i give! all he did was ask why. and i didnt feel like getting into a big long story about the LAST guy i was with. i mean common. anyone else wouldve done the same in my ...position. and there was red wine. it was intoxicating. and he was talking to me in his sexy hispanic accent. cause i love the way he calls me baby. im NOT falling for him!! at all. not even a little.
and then last night i talked to the other guy for 2 hours! hes the kind of guy a girl could love. and already does. but he doesnt love her. because of her one night/day stands. but he likes her because shes real and raw. and she couldnt think of anyother way to live her life. we talked about having kids and raising them. *~at least 4~*
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