ok, so i watched One Tree Hill last night. the season premiere. it was amazing!! i related to it so much it was creepy. when you can watch something and say "theres me, theres meghan...". it makes you think.
i talked to boy last night. i was already emotional from Tree Hill. and he said we couldnt hangout or talk on the internet for a while. because hes re arranging his priorities. i cried for two hours. not because of what he said. but the fact that he could say it without even considering how it would make me feel. and more so is that it was so easy for him. it made me wonder how it easy it would be for one of the girls. could they say that? would they say that?
so, this morning i woke up with the "god, who pissed in my eyes" feeling? the only thing that struck me today was this evening on the way home. i was waiting for my dad outside of foodlion. i saw this older gentleman walk out with a long beard that was gray and whispy. he was maybe in his mid 50's. i began to wonder "i wonder what this guy knows." he had the experienced saunter. the one where hes lived and done more than one could even imagine. that how i want to look when im his age. i want to go to a weekend music fest. i want to jump off a bridge. just live
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