Friday, January 11, 2008

its uphill both ways in the rain...barefoot

everyone is preparing to go back to school. packing and getting that last full night sleep before they begin again. this is when i wish i had something to prepare for. i have never felt so lonely in my life. its amazing when everyone comes home and we spend countless hours with eachother. i never knew i could love a group of people so much. the 4 people i cant imagine my life without. even 10 years from now. after two of them become one. and the rest of us combined as close siblings through that very union.
(not that they read this but here are some things i would say to them if i could)

Rose- you are beautiful. i love and respect you more than you could ever know. i cherish every day we've spent hanging out and night we've stayed up talking about boys. i cant wait to help you plan your wedding and reception. and lord knows your baccalurette party. the past 7 years have been awesome. and i know we will be friends for many years.

Meghan- your understanding and acceptance have always astounded. then i realized you and i are very alike. we have our moments where we dont think clearly and we can both help each other through those moments. im sorry i smother you with texts. sometimes i just validation that my screw ups arent so bad where i cant reverse them if i really have to. *puff gulp ugghh*. at least one of us is living that life we planned out.

Stephen- im really looking forward to you being that symbolic brother-in-law. you and rose complete each other. i feel better knowing shes happy and she has someone to make happy. remember through thick and thin. i anticiapte many new years partys and christmas eve gift exchanges. and ill bring the wings for the superbowl. also...im here if you two ever need a baby sitter. just call aunt jenny.

Jake- you and i arent that entirely close, but the group would not be complete without you. you liven it up and make everyone laugh. so you and stephen are brothers, me and rose are sisters... would that make us brother and sister? humm... worth pondering maybe?

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