so, here i go again with the randomness. i cant believe im still here. but more unbelievable... a few people actually read this thing. and they think i can write. i suppose i have a way of puting things down here. to explain how i feel... which has always given me so much trouble i always give up. its so liberating... to stop running away and hiding from the way i feel. everything is surfacing. i know there are certain people im more real with than others because i know they will accept for who i am. but this is me. it doesnt get anymore real than this.
im immature and juvenile but only at the appropriate times. i let my physical needs and wants over rule my cappacity for good judgement. i hate stupidity. my life goal is to rid the world of it as quickly as possible. i love consistency but am known to make very irrational and spontaneous decisions. i like thunderstorms and barbecues. i live for midnight walks with boys to the creek behind my house. certain songs remind me of amazing high school memories. thats when i love where im at and dont regret it for a moment. One Tree Hill gives me inspiration and i see myself and my insanely tight group of friends in the characters.
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i love thunderstorms too! sitting in the wooden rocking chair on my front porch during the summer and smelling the rain...i swear its a cure for anything!
bbq is also a favorite of mine, but that's where we differ, cause i only eat certain kinds :)
and lastly, certain songs remind me of summertime and my friends...
The Joker, Free Fallin, and Elton John reminds me of you and Brien Morse. "Hey Sexy Lady, it was Nice to Know you..." that song reminds me of Matthew as we got tipsy at that certain teachers house. There's just so many my darling <3
...I wish I could put into words the way I feel, like you! I give you props!
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